I just want to survive here.
I don’t want the the pain and fear.
I can’t connect, or get to know.
All I want to do is go.
Life is good and I know that.
It’s just myself, I’m just a brat.
I don’t want to let you inside my head.
Let’s just go our separate ways instead.
Tell me I will be okay.
Tell me that I will make it.
Tell me that you’ll stay with me.
And that you will never fake it.
I’m sorry for the way that I spoke to you.
I’m trying to make a change it’s true.
The world is such a scary place.
You can just disappear without a trace.
Let me fly.
I see people moving, going fast.
I don’t see how any of them could come in last.
It scares so I sit there in shock, at the speed of the world.
Accomplishing all of their daily tasks.
And managing their time just like that.
It makes me feel like I haven’t done anything at all.
It’s like looking at a beehive every single day.
Everyone does their job in many different ways.
But somehow it doesn’t bother me because I just want to relax.
I don’t really care how busy you are.
Because I know that I’ll go far.
I got my own schedule, I got my own time.
You don’t phase me, I just don’t mind.
I won’t waste my time trying to figure out
Why your satisfied.
We’ll just have to go on living our separate lives.
I’ll do things my way, you’ll do things yours.
And then someday we’ll shut the doors,
And go into eternal sleep.
Til then I’ll just watch you and laugh.
Knowing that I don’t live like that.
Because all I ever really need to do is relax.
I still can’t, seem to get the words out.
It hurts me, so I sit and pout.
Please help me, go easy on me.
I will be, the best I can be.
Still its not as simple,
As I could have ever thought it would be.
Don’t you leave me out there alone,
Won’t you please just wait for me.
I want to show you all the beauty that is
Between us and all around us
I’ll fight my fears and leave them behind.
And I’ll make sure that you gain my trust
I’ll say it loud and proud I love you.
You are the one for me.
You make me smile make me want to do,
All the things that make me feel, warm.
Seize the day.
That’s easy to say.
Forget the pain.
Try not to go insane.
Try, succeed, consume.
That’s all that we do.
Just machines that work.
But sometimes love and hurt.
What if we had to start over?
What if we never got older?
What if the world ended today?
Would anyone care anyway?
We are just robots.
Here goes nothing.
I am still trying to get through to you.
Let’s change our ways.
And show the world the things we can do.
It will be tough,
But with each other we can do anything.
They cannot stop us.
We are stronger than them.
This is it.
Let’s get this done,
Let’s be human again.
I want to feel and see and breathe once more,
And never see the end.
I don’t know what I’ve been told.
But one day we all have to grow old.
I realize this and I will know it for the rest of my,
Youth and I will live by it.
I’ll live my life to the fullest.
I’ll do what I want and satisfy my needs.
I’ll have a wife, and some kids,
Raise a family like my father did,
And teach them to savor up this precious time that is our life.
Never letting go of the fact, that one day we die.
And the only way to be happy is to reach for the sky.
And don’t stop til you know you can’t go any further.
Never lose sight of happiness
No matter what.
Save yourself.
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